I know it's been a while since I last posted here. Home life has been hectic especially before Christmas with builders, carpenters, tilers and painters. Though the end result has been worth the disruption! After Christmas, other domestic issues simply took precedence so that both blog and D/s life went on the back burner. My hussy has been my rock and strength during this time. She has been there when I've needed her. When things have seemed to be taking their toll, she has helped me to see the light at the end of the tunnel. And now things at home are finally settling down, my thoughts are turning back to D/s. The desire is returning.
Some of the routines we'd developed naturally went on hold. But now I want to put them back into place. We both need the routine of diaries, e-sessions and tasks. On one of my hussy's recent visits, I bought her a bracelet to symbolise our D/s relationship. She knows that whenever I ask her to wear it, she is under my instruction. She is my submissive for that time. I was delighted that she both understood its importance and significance. It is only a simple thing, but it means I can text her when I want her to become both mentally and physically attuned to me even at a distance which is imperative as we are in a long distance relationship.
I also want her to start training again. We had made so much progress last year especially with her anal training. So much so that she stated a desire for her to experience strap on anal. She has hinted at this before but I didn't feel she was ready for it. As training has also been neglected in our temporary hiatus, she will need to get used to things again before we can reach the holy grail.
Mentally I am always thinking about our D/s. Physical sessions haven't existed since last September and my confidence has taken a bit of a dip as a result. The bracelet enables me to command her when she is wearing it and interlace it within our private life. I can switch during the day from Domme to lover at the click of a clasp. I know it will return to its former glory and hopefully attain a new level as she strives to be better for me. Her dominant.
